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My fairytale

2011-05-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

I was told upon a story on 4th of april.A weird fairytale story,not like any other childhood fairytale princess stories,but it's story i will chase after and continue reading it. Let's cut it short to the story.

Once upon a time there lived a chili princess. Wonder why she's called chili princess?Not because she's mean or hot tempered.Is cause she

really likes to eat chili , all kinds of chilis,the hotter the better.One fine day, after eating too much chili, she found out that her gastric wasn't working as well as before. She had a knight in shinning armor, who advised her to stop eating chili.She wouldn't listen, her physician told her "Princess,if you continue eating that much chili, you'll have to bear the consequences yourself."The princess was stubborn , upon hearing what the physician told her she was still determine to continue eating her all time favourite- CHILI.So with many days and weeks of pleading with the princess, the knight finally made the princess cut down a little bit on her intake of chili.Now the knight has a wish :he wished that the princess would not take so much chili and take care of her gastric.He wished upon the stars and moon every night.Hopefully his wishes will come true.......The story doesn't ends just like that.

The princess was stubborn and always made her knight worry about her health as too much intake of chili would really harm her body. The knight was not only her protector, he was the man of her dream, her partner to give her fairytale story a happily ever after ending.She never liked changing for someone,however,this knight was different from any of her fellow suitors before.He may not be the most charming guy on earth but he's a guy that made her change. The knight's wish has finally came true, the princess now no longer eats a large portion of chili anymore, she controls herself and takes good care of herself.Hence, she's no longer called the chili princess, she's now the knight's little princess.They live happily ever after,like every fairytale book.That chili princess is me.

Happy 3rd month anniversary my love.

Love my girls + my boy

2011-04-14T11:18:00.002+08:00

This week has been a really tough week for me , guess the next following week and so when i start my first year in NP, doubt i can spend my days with bf or even friends, judging from my timetable and worse if i have tons of project.Plus my mother is giving me a pain in the neck.One word-Sad.
Yesterday was a great day , even though i only managed to see my bf for less than like let say... 4 hours.We used to spend hours together, even if we were just stoning or plain bored.He started his attachment, being tired everyday, didnt blame him for not having time for me. He's counted awesome as i still recieve his text everything he has a break and even though he was beat tired, he managed to take a Mrt from tampinese to bugis to meet me and my darling girls for dinner.Would we drift?I hope the answer will be no.I guess i will try to live with it , like both of us getting busy and could hardly meet.But i will still continue texting him , and we will try to make time for each other,our love will still be strong!Oh wish me luck for my orientation,hope the people there would be uber friendly...CROSS FINGERS
Sometimes i wish that it will never be 10pm,so that i can spend more time with him.Sticky much i know, i am still learning to understand him.I would never want him to raise his voice.So i will be wary of what i speak.BUT hey do you know what.MY BF DOTES ON ME ALOT=).we have this black book whereby we write our daily entry inside.i was reading it, while zoe,siyun and yingjie CAMwhore.I showed them only one page in the book, the one that is uber colourful that was written by me,and "snap".It was caught on camera.HEHE..SEE my rainbow work?

My boy and i

So after we sent my boy to the mrt station.The girls and I headed to berrylite to eat yogurt + taking super retarded pictures.Ok how retarded ???LET ME SHOW U hahahsh i have super retarded faces

RETARDED FACE(1)

RETARDED FACE (2)

RETARDED FACE(3)

RETARDED FACE(4)

Zoe's camera just love to snap me retarded face hehehehe

ADVICE TO ALL-never get snap by a camera when you are about to laugh hahas

AFTER THAT I WAS SNAPPED BY SIYUN WHILE REPLYING TO BF

THAN COMES THE SUPER SPASTIC ZOE -.-my god i was texting and she was making funny faces -.-

This picture really sent me laughing til my tummy ache!!!

Ok now me and zoe was trying super hard to take a decent picture

our first picture was kind of a failure constipated face -.-

next picture was epic cause we were like , eh open eye big big like those xiaoahlian like that hahas

Finally the last picture was like the best, SMILES !

Yingjie and i tried to look spastic toooo!

Than we took a decent picture too

TA DA!!!!!TOLD YOU WE COULD SMILE

WHERE SIYUN?SHE WAS BUSY CAMWHORING HAHAHSH ! but me and her took decent and cute pictures too ! she is uber cute i tell you , is like you should have seen the way she take pictures using zoe's phone.Oh my such a cutie, why cant i be that cute ????

My cutie-yeo siyun=)

Oh and siyun came up with the idea of imitating allester whereby he talks on the phone smile without his teeth and has a twist sign hahahhahahs!!!Honoured hor allester we imitate you eh ! but your face abit too chubby ah, our face to slim le hehehehehheehehehe

Two super big jokers on the escalator

guess who is the winner of this imitation of allester ! YEO SIYUN ! I CANNOT LAR , I FAILLLLL !

HAHAHSHAHAHSH At least got 60% look alike only allester cheeks fatter! zoe is allester look alike , but zoe never imitate =(

my two darling cut off from pic , one is siyun and the other let you all guessss !!!! ZOE OF COURSE ! i look soooo happy in the pic to have siyun and zoe ! it seems like i have a twiinnniee hehheheheh ZOE AWESOME CAMERA FUNCTION that siyun's playing can.

Ended our day, We went to the toilet.After that, zoe and yingjie took the Mrt home , and than Siyun and i walked to the bus stop and headed home =)

I SAW 11.11 yesterday,closed my eyes and wish that , bf and i will stay as loving as can be.My girls and i will forever be best friend.

TO BF: As long as you love me , i know we will never drift

TO GFS: As long as we continue supporting each other, i know we will never drift

TO Family: Hope one day i will be ur perfect daughter

This is all i hope , and long for.

Fashion disaster,april fool?

2011-04-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

A day at cchms , A day of memories ,A day which i feel like dressing weirdly!

Went for class dinner , with super weird fashion sense which some people felt that it's weird?some felt that i can pull it off ? some find it unique! I kind of irritated by my dressing that day ! But there are times when you just feel like dressing weirdly and stepping out of your house , maybe this is one of the few days!

When i'm with you...

2011-04-01T00:01:00.005+08:00

I will hold onto you and never let you go, until the day you let go of my hand.

i wish we will smile like this as long as we are together

LOVE??It's just a short 4 letter word ,yet it is filled with many meaning to this word.I know i had been into many dramatic relationship.Guys which are filled with tattoo,drugs,smokes.Guess i found someone who trained me, nurture me to be a good little girl.He made me feel like a little kid whenever i'm with him,attending to all my needs.Seriously i have to admit that i'm super cheeky when i'm with him.Trust me , you should see the way i look at him , or even smile at him. One look and he knows that there's something up my sleeves.He didn't cared about my tattoos and my past.We quarreled a couple of times cause of ME -.- but he always never did get pissed at me,he always would keep texting me,explaining it out to me , but i'm always the one who throws my little tantrums at him.He will just accommodate to me , so that the things would not get worse. Sometimes i feel like i'm so not understanding!I really hate guys who doesn't keep to his promises, maybe it's due to my past relationships.Hence to me, breaking promises would seriously make my heart break.Sorry if i am really unreasonable at times,as sometimes it wasn't intentional that you broke the promise,i just couldn't stand it. I will learn to understand,and i will learn not to throw my stupid tantrums.I should be glad that you will take all this shits, and held onto my hands still even though it's tiring.People of two different worlds,comes together as one,to learn, to understand,to love.I will learn.To be your girl.No matter how hard it's going to be,i'm willing to try, if it takes me forever, forever it shall be.

To love,is to make sacrifices.

boy, you should smile more, cause when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while , cause you are amazing just the way you are.

The day i challenged the sun.....

2011-03-31T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hi, as you all know , i really hate the sun!Judging from my skin colour , i barely stepped out into the sun, it isnt about getting tanned or sun burnt and stuff , which usually girls would scream if they were to get tanned , even if it's just a tiny little bit of tan. But, i finally decided to challenge the sun ! yes , oh my ! it's the most challenging thing i had done ! it's hot , i was so- called melting in the scorching sun!
Cherilyn,my cute little junior , is having her long jump early in the morning at 8 am , hence she told me "pearl!you must wake up ,i dont care "

So, the next day, my phone was bombed with calls , and i dragged my god damn self out of bed just to head down to bishan stadium to watch my junior run, with melody of course !Managed to wake up at like 6AM in the morning ! Awesome ! The sun was my biggest enemy, ok i didnt make a fool of myself to keep opening the umbrella, as come on , i was once a tracker !!!! so paiseh if i open the god damn umbrella , so i faced my greatest fear AND yes i gtot sun burnt , but i turned back to my fair self after two days ! hahahhs And no longer look like a tomato hehe.

This is my favourite picture!!!! OHmy !! we look so happy! even though we were burning hot,due to the sun

ME,MELODY,AMANDA AND CHEEEKY CHERILYN

Amanda's a great junior too , beside cherilyn,she's awesome and a great runner!<3

ok, i know it's hard to believe that i was once a tracker! but too bad, it's reality live with it dude and babes ahhahahahs !

love the way you lie

2011-03-28T16:07:00.000+08:00

Phone texts always draws a smile on everyone's face , especially if it's from your loved ones.When i'm sad, worried, angry.As long as i feel that way ,there's always someone there who will text me,console me and willingly be my punching bag.Be it good friends, boyfriend or even people whom i am aint close with , they will text ne with consoling words and make me feel that i'm doted by them alot. This is why i feel so fortunate to have people around me who cares.

Life with love ones

2011-03-24T13:40:00.000+08:00

HIHI,i'm back?Did you readers miss me.Lately i had been neglecting my blog, and had not been updating recently hahahs..Cause i am busy???Busy with GOING OUT WITH people i love<3 hahahs. From gold hair , to red hair to a dark coloured hair! I promise i will not play with my hair again , it's super damaging trust me even though the red turn out real nice at first.Zoe,yingjie and siyun pei-ed me to do my red hair-do.

I still remembered what zoe ,siyun and yingjie tell me. They kept complaining that i keep changing haircolour and it's not only damaging but also expensive.Oh my i should have listened to them.I should listen to me boyfriend tooo! He always advice me to stop playing with my hair hahahahsh.So this was the outcome of my hair after the red dye hahahs .... i looked like little mermaid,zoe and the rest said so...

Soon,our posting results came out. Zoe was posted to TPJC.Yingjie was posted to NJC.Siyun got into NYP's business management.For me i got into NP's mass communication.All of us got separated.I somehow wonder if we would stop contacting as we were all in different school , new phrase of life, new friends.But NO!hahahas we were still as close as ever , conferencing at night ,laughing ,going out for dinner , webcaming.OHMY I SOO LOVE THEM.sosososo much, not forgetting i love my bf too hahahs <3

As i only start school in April and i'm not working my life revolves around my family,bf,friends plus my new puppy chocolate hahahahahs a labradoodle ? know what's that ? a breed that is super unique hahas.labrador mixed with poodle. She's damn cute i swear. will upload her pic to show u all later.

Oh talking about red hair , didnt i tell you and warn you that red hair fades uber fast?oh my it fades faster than i expected. Let me show you?evidence of a faded red hair to i- dont - know what colour hair.So freaking sad!

It gotten worse when i went to brisbane,goldcoast,AUSTRALIA! hahahhs i turned out that i have a multiple coloured hair omg ! Boyfriend warned me before,friends warned me before , i stubborn lol ....sian hahahs

pictures of me in goldcoast. i will upload only a few as i have tons of pictures in goldcoast. Uploading to show you all how screwed my haircolour was.HAAHHAS

OK! see i told you all , it has multiple colours and Gold coast was God damn awesome ! i went there on Chinese New year. While i enjoy my holiday in Australia, Bf enjoyed his new year goodies ! hahahsh

Oh before i forget, 2011 was a blissful year for my cousin and his wife.Happy marriage! Oh people back than i had bangs. shocked ?hahahhas i decided to snip of my long long long fringe into bangs hahahs

So, how do i look like in bangs ????hahahahhahs

Ok, back to the topic. So i decided to just dye back a dark colour for my hair and it looked so much better.Plus i hanged out with the girls alot hahas , eventhough JC life is hectic and tiring , they still managed to go out with me and siyun for dinner and we really enjoyed each other accompany.
Show you who my lovely girls are ?hahahhash

Even though if it is just dinner or what, we really just enjoyed ourselves.I feel so great when i'm with them , no worries just being myself.My crazy self! like seriously...

This polaroid will always be kept in my wallet ! love love love love love <3

oh so everyone's wondering where chocolate ? how chocolate look like ? got so unique not

okokok finally the picture of my new family member chocolate

TADAAAA!!!!!!! She has became one of my love ones ! chocolate baby~

Okay and recently i went dimsum with my family too hahhah. happpy girl

Look at my greedy face omg!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHS but hey who can resist Turf city's dimsummm?????

Alright , to end of my long post.TO all couples out there please if you are finding a place to go out with your boyfriend at nigh. Please dont ever go to the Singapore National Museum,it's a Omg place ,eerriee , it makes my hair stand like no body's business . My boyfriend,lx and i hated that place trust me! Fort canning is scary at night too hahahs!=X

Watched a couple of movies recently... let's see

I AM NUMBER 4 -9/10

BIG MAMA-8/10

SHAOLIN-5/10

LASTLY! i shall show you people what do i do with my friends on the webcam! hahahs

bye folks ! catch me soon again on my next update hahas

2011-01-11T23:08:00.001+08:00

I AM CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE NOW , I CAN FINALLY SEE THE LIGHT TO MY FUTURE ! HEHE

LIFE

2010-11-19T15:38:00.000+08:00

Finally blogging again after so long.As you all know , i had been pretty occupied due to O levels, hence i neglected my blog. Guess i am back to blogging. Recently many things happened and it made me realized that there are many people who wears a mask around you, but eventually they have to take that mask down to show their horrible faces.That is when we differentiate who to continue staying in our lives or who do we discard out of our lives.

I used to wear a mask around , but i got tired of it , tired of being FAKE. wanting to be myself. I used to think that having tons of friends means that my life would be awesome. But now i finally realized, all i need is a few bunch of true friends,a supporting family, a great boyfriend.Guess now i have them all.These people made my life interesting, and they never failed to be there, and of course i would too ,be there for them.

AND TO PEOPLE WHO DISCRIMINATED ME,OR TRYING TO DISCRIMINATE ME,

a piece of advice to you , i dont give a damn about what you people say, oh and i have to thank you people , for stalking me(= greatly appreciated.

TO readers, and lovely friends of mine. I am about to start out a blog shop so remember to support!

i will be posting the link up soon (=

LASTLY ! I am working at IT fair on 25 November 28 November at expo! come down to support too

Having you is enough

2010-08-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the locking of blog ! i decided to reopen it to the public ?
you all must be wondering what i have veen done lately ! I am having prelim right now and i am ultra stressed up! Luckily i have my dearest beside me (=He's been a dearie i have to say! A understanding one
ZOE has been OOVOO with me lately shall let the pictures of us do the talk
ZOE IS ULTRA UNGLAM

shall go back to mugging !(=

recarnation of a fox

2010-08-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

People kept emphasising that i look like a fox and i denied all the way , til my friend sent me one picture . i have to admit i do look like a fox ! argh ! but hey life as a fox may not be such a bad thing after all . No worries , No need to crack your head to solve an A maths problem or even killing your brain cells for just memorising History! hmm who knows i may just want to be a fox !

People you must be all anxious in seeing why i finally admitted something that i denied for so long

seee! i tell you , i was speechless ! jason and zoe ! both the editor behind this picture

it's been long........

2010-08-01T14:18:00.001+08:00

hey i know that it is been long since i uploaded , lost my motivation to blog as i have been busy lately due to bazaar,concerts and even studying

ok let's see where should i start i have tons of overdue pictures and i dont even know where to start , sorry to keep those frequent viewers and readers of my blog waiting.Let's sit back and enjoy my pictures,there's tons of unglam ones, so hope it entertains you

POWER OF LOVE CONCERT!

i know it is quite suprising that i could play the piano but heys there are many suprises in life (=

17 JULY BAZAAR

let's just see the preparation first hahahs !

seeee everyone looksss sooooooo excited heheheheh

the banner were done by good artist hence you dont see me there hahahs

they were the cutest girls i have, hahahs they were pratically digging rocks for me for my station which is the GRAVE YARD MUHAHHAHS

THE GRAVE YARD*TADA*

MY TOMB ! DONE BY YING JIE AND ME !

NOW, we have like 3 days where we go for make up trail! each day i get more scars on my face and becoming more and more ugly !

DAY ONE

(still trying to figue out what make up to do )

i know i look abit like corpse bride and aint that scary but hey come on each day we trail til the actual day we get scarier trust me especially me

DAY TWO !

( when the make up became much more digusting )

OK NOW IS THE ACTUAL DAY!!!!!!

17 JULY BAZAAR

something bad happened that caused my to be so pissed of

CCHMS WAS FLOODED

they cancelled haunted house at first , and restarted it

we only had like half an hour to actually get to make up and stuff !

SO WE HAD TO RUSH !!! and i was kind of big shot as everyone attended to me

NOW TO SHOW YOU ALL THE UNGLAM ME AS A GHOST

*tada* I WAS HUNGRY !

now i am back to normal hahahhs

back to my old self

shall end my post right here! oh and readers let me tell you , if there is a girl which looks like me and is not my name she's definitely not me (= her email is mantinggggx@hotmail.com

(= my email is tingpawnedy0u@hotmail.com and i have only one email . plus my birthday doesnt fall on september hehe

anyway.. i shall try to blog more often ! so stay tune for my next post ! i promise there would me more hahhas

ohhhhh and now i shall entertain you with an unglam pic of our so called grim reaper but turns out to look abit like panda hahhahahs

HER NAME SHALL NOT BE REVEALED HEHE

my growing stage

2010-05-30T05:04:00.001+08:00

I am growing !!! i am changing my looks every year and i am ageing each year !! its
not a good sign

when i was 16!!

when i was 17

when i was 18

hahahahhas !! all i can say i am ageing fast

AIRPLANES

2010-05-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

I COULD REALLY USE A WISH RIGHT NOW !

dont know why i made that face ! but i know it look hilarious..hahahs

overdue pictures

2010-05-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

OVERDUE PICTURES !!!!!

weebbbing...

2010-05-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

i have left my blog to rot for a long time , i will not be updating soon but this few days it all about webcam!!

done i going to continue my sleep byebye

Just another day..

2010-05-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

sorry for the less updates. i promise after this coming thursday i will update more! ok you all must be wondering why am i still blogging at such a late time it is 1:23 and i am still awake awesome and the time is cool!! hehe it 123 123 123 !!! ok i was trying to act studious and took a picture of me looking studious but guess i failed.shall show you people the epic failure picture i took

tell you what those people commented

zoe :you look weird

cherilyn:you look like ghost

jc:you look like a pale sick duck

lest:omg you ok not ?

hmmmmm...argh shall not take pictures anymore!!always say i look weird!

2010-05-02T01:48:00.000+08:00

Today, i was totally exhausted , i looked screwed.I know but i decided to post my blog,so that it wont be so dead =( shall let the pictures talk

this are over due pictures with my dearest zoe hehe

i know i am ugly don comment !

i super tired and going to ton my night to do intensive work

My fairytale would soon unfold

2010-04-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the recent date blog as i was busy doing alot thing and squeezing informations into my pathetic little brain, i didnt have time to do anything i like , accept for going to the gym with my two little small girls hahas.. shall show you some pictures i took while teasing them(=

hahahs arent they just so amusing hehe .. and cute ?? we were at my house gyming after a long day of mathematics ,which kills off half of my brain cells=( i want my life back ! argh

shall upload again soon ! if i have the time

relaxing ....after a long study day

2010-04-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

i have finish revising and started to do my so called facial and watching spongebob.. So you all should know that the pictures below i going to show you all is the super screwed no make up , haggard,shag,nerd geek me.ARE you all prepared ????

ok, i know i look screwed without make up,but don discriminate

cause i know it myself

and i'm at home ...

oh and if you all want to know what facial form i am using currently is something which take out block head and it look black..

ok see for yourself

ok... now i all cleaned up ready for bed ... smiley face ...shit i look constipated and screwed,but who care hahas

seee! nights people wish me good luck for tommorrow's test (=

How i slacked my day away

2010-04-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

Composition title:How i slacked my day away

The majestic sun shone into my comfortable nest, my all so irritating alarm clock rang, it 8am! I could bearly open my eyes,but i had to,so i reluctantly crawled down my bed to the place i call "place of refreshment" the toilet,washed my faced and started to call my dear friend zoe tay,waking her up from her sweet sleep.I underestimated her,she was worse than a pig,she slept even though i called her many times, it was unbelievable, i never seen someone who can sleep despite the noise.After many times of failure,i decided to ignore her and go back to sleep at 1015.Woke up at 12pm,went to have a magnificant breakfast with family,than headed down to Resort world, due to the fast pace of ticket sold , i pathetically have to stand out side the universal studio but i tell myself i will buy the annual pass!Catched how to train a dragon at 9pm and headed home (= Went home,talked to zoe and now she tells me a deep dark secret?curiosity took the better for everyone! she said"I PUT MY PHONE ON SILENT"Damn it
SPAM OF PICTURES TIME !!!

My dad,he claims that taking pictures of side view make him look thinner?does it make any difference ?

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!SINGAPORE

shall end my post for now , continue reading about my boring life again (=

i so stressed

2010-03-31T18:59:00.000+08:00

Exams are nearing,so little time so much to catch up.How i wished i was super woman

If only i could fly high into the sky :(

2010-03-28T20:21:00.001+08:00

True friends never wear a mask over their faces infront of you(=

Family will sacrifice their life for you

THIS IS MY DEAREST DAD!!!HE'S EPIC LOOK AT HIS FACE (=

why do people have so much time to stalk my life??

hmmmm... passeby please write down your name i would wish to make friend with you all (=

GOOD NIGHT

LOOK ALIKE ?

2010-03-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

OK, i decided to post epic pictures which my dear zoe tay help me with it , come let's judge which one do i look more alike ?mad hatter or bugsy???

BUGSY!!

Madhatter??

NOW JUDGE HAHAHS !! I FEELING SO DEPRESSED I CAN CRY :(

so hope people who are depressed out there feels more happy after seeing such epic picture of me look alike

Talking with my dearest sister!

2010-03-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

Guess what i did today,i stayed home the whole day and til night thinking if i should wear spects to school?and than i chatted with my dearest sister hahas on web and on phone talking rubbish,but it never fails to make me smile.He's one good friend man so here are the pictures of us on web

Lastly ,he went off to get stuff and of course when a person is not around,people tends to do funny things like

me(= super duper retarded,are you all ready for the picture hahahs

ok,he's back and everything was back to normal!!! hahahas and we are planning to go overseas with friends like together....,and planning about how we should celebrate birthdays and he was so over busy about his IPHONE which he is tempting me to get cause he said it was awesome !!! argh !

okok, i preparing for school tommorrow....guess my next update will be on saturday cause schooling is tiring

Avatar!!!party man !!

2010-03-21T00:45:00.001+08:00

Today, i went for cheryl's party.Her theme was Avatar,and i went as a bird from avatar... i know i know many people would be wondering how would i dress like to be a bird.so let the pictures talk.. i think my eye make up makes me look like a demon!!!! and one of my friend was like saying "omg you are much more scarier than demon!" i was like "nono the lashes are made out of feathers ...ahahhash ....i was going for a avatar party !!!" lol....than they were like 'ohhhh'

that was without the eye shadows so it and without my hair being done

That's when i done all my make up and i'm at the birthday girls house balcony! emoing hahs

THAN IT WAS TIME TO CUT THE CAKE .. AND LOOK THE CAKE IS UBER CUTE

Here's my mum,dressing up as a army from avatar,i know i look like shit here,so shh and just see

Here's a picture with my sister who was suppose to be a flower?!?

Ok,than when i got home i decided to untie my hair and i looked as if i permed my hair,hahahs...it looks like i just gone through a explosion

ok,guess i going to catch my LA INK NOW !!! WILL UPDATE WHEN I'M FREE AGAIN

please dont say i look like demon as i was trying real hard to be like the bird =(

Outing with jokers

2010-03-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

I'M ONE GIRL THAT HAS A ATTITUDE ,CAUSE MY NAME IS PEARL

okaes on thursday i was at my mum shop hahahs doing nothing,the whole day cause i had an appointment in the afternoon with people-.- hahahahs ... got this super cute cat that is always infront of my mum's shop let me show you

hahahhs i just found out that i look like the hamster from BEDTIME STORIES ... LIKE REALLY SEE !

Went bugis with josh,vi,chenrui to get my part stuff and caught a movie at iluma,the sneak preview of the dairy of the wimpy kid hahahsh,ok cut things short cause i'm really tired and guilty cause i ate alot today

ending my post with joshua carrying my LV bag like Dots he thinks he look sexy with it.ok night people i am uber tired and i going for gym tommorrow and having tuition and going for a avatar theme party looking like a bird so shall update tommorrow the pictures:)

once upon a time

2010-03-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

you know what , once upon a time there was this girl who wanted everything perfect, she wanted a good relationship great friends and family wanted to have the best out of the best.Til one day she found out that the world wasnt as perfect as she thought ,she found out that friends turns to foes, relationship turns to a battlefield.However she also learnt that who are her good friends that are worth hanging out with and also learnt that she doesnt need a guy to survive in her life(= and lastly she finally understood that only her family members are willing to lay down their life for her.Now she really felt that her life is perfect, even though the reality world is cruel and causes a lot of hardship and heartbreaks to this girl but she also learnt many valuable experiences that would forever remains in her heart.This girl now has grown up,understand what kinship,friendship and relationship meant.She finally knows what is right and what is wrong,not taking the same path that she used to walk,she's a changed girl now.She's not doing it for anyone ,but doing it for herself.Her name is pearl ='(
DONT JUDGE ME WHEN YOU DONT KNOW ME,DONT KNOW WHAT I BEEN THROUGH,CAUSE YOU GOT NO RIGHTS TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE.IT'S MINE NOT YOURS!GO AND JUDGE YOUR OWN FREAKING LIFE

TALENT TIME!!!!

2010-03-12T23:21:00.001+08:00

TODAY WAS TALENT TIME AND THE PEOPLE WERE AWESOME!HAHAHS(=

OKAY SHALL TALK LESS AND LET MY PICTURE DO THE TALKING,AS WHAT I SAY A PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSANDS WORDS

This was a zi lian picture of me, i know hahahs ...but wait there is more but with my good friends that i loved and cherish

this is dayang!!!! he's been a great friend with lots of support

teng chiat is just so joker and fun !

alex my great partner for gossiping and joking around

derrick is just sooo cute

alfred hair is awesome

ah beng??

wushu king hahahs

qi en the pretty hahahs

ok i turing in le, i so so tired and to

TANYI CHENRUI YING JIE AND ZOE

ALL OF YOU ARE WINNER FOR THE NIGHT AS YOU ALL PUT OF AN AWESOME SHOW

when there's a will there a way

2010-02-28T16:13:00.002+08:00

DONT BE TRAP IN A MIRROR

BREAK FREE TO SEE THE LIGHT !

DID NOTHING MUCH BUT WORRY FOR MY COMMON TEST,PLEASE PRAY THAT I ACE IT !

webcam!

2010-02-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

I went orchard today, bought a awesome shirt whereby i was so eager to show it to everyone on web! let the pictures do the talking ! IT ALL WEBCAM PICTURES HAHAHS

this was a overdue webcam picture with zoe !

GOING TO SLEEP AND MUG TOMMORROW!

DOTA IS A BOYFRIEND STEALER PPLE!

i am doing it my way

2010-02-25T19:06:00.002+08:00

I aint caring what people think of me, as a bitch?a slut? or a STUPID AH LIAN?

I know what i want, i want my future and i am doing it my way.

I dont need no one who doesn't knows about me to come and talk to me about life?

I just need my supporters and pillar of strength-my famliy,my friends,you:)

Common test is around the corner and i am mugging my ass off,you have been very understanding and nice,thank you:) you were right to say.It's like a love game,only it's for real,it will be our first fairytale !
people who care for me , i thanks you all for showering all the care and love so that i would led a good life next time,those who just want to come and laugh at how pathetic my life is now, think again, is yours even better?

2010-02-21T00:34:00.001+08:00

Went to bai nian at er yi house, hahahs ..... got bored while sitting in my sister car so i decided to cam whore hehehe .... :)

THAN I STARTED TO GAMBLE AT THEIR PLACE ,AFTER GAMBLING MY FACE WENT LIKE THIS ,"SCREWED UP TIRED"

went home i felt better abit and started to cam whore again, i know that i am super duper zi lian but i mean i was bored and who doesnt cam whore when you have a camera phone,or a CAMERA?

HAHAHahah and cam whoring is a girl's thing.

p.s but some guys do camwhore like ...***XD

shall end my blogging here as i am really tired nights people :)

X COUNTRY

2010-02-20T09:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was cross country, we decided to cam whore and walk the whole route hahahs ... it was awesome :) than me and vivienne headed to cathay after cross country to watch PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF !!! 9/10 man that guy is hot hahahhahs ....ok shall not talk much...let the pictures do the talk.. argh and i look screwed with all the sweat and messy hairr.....

NOW COMES THE EPIC PICTURES

MY LIFE WILL BE HELL WITHOUT MY FRIENDS :)LOVE YOU ALL

Eternity

2010-02-18T20:48:00.002+08:00

Used to be just strangers,than friends.

Used to think we were impossible to be more than friends

Used to dont trust guys as they are all bastards

Used to dont believe in fairytales,forever

Used to never believe that a guy with alot of drawings on his body
would give me a good life

Used to think that relationship always lead to a heartbreak

Used to be cold blooded

TIL VALENTIME DAY, i than now know that All those used to is just my thinking ,it can be changed,you changed it,maybe for the better,maybe for the worse, but whatever it is i' holding on and never letting go.

2010-02-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

YOU GOT ME ADDICTED

I TIRED,I SICK..WHAT A GREAT START FOR CNY :(

2010-02-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

I went to extend my lashes :) smiles .... i found out that having too much make up doesnt make you look better and he likes me without that much make up so i am cutting down.HE IS WILLING TO CHANGE HIS BAD HABITS FOR ME ,SO I SHALL CHANGE TOO:)shall let my camwhoring pictures do the talk,as i am tired and all really to go to sleep for DA NIAN CHU YI :)

YOU CHANGED MY THINKING OF YOU!!! AND I LOVE THE WAY WE ARE NOW !

2010-02-11T19:57:00.004+08:00

I want to run the night with you...
this week has been a hectic week ,tests on every day , and misunderstandings of us but we cleared it...:)
My lovely friends kept me awake through the nights and i love them so so much!
CNY is around the corner,HONG BAO !!!!

pictures uploaded by ZOE TAY:)my lovely cute girl,like a younger sister to me

It ok that i am alone

2010-02-03T19:32:00.004+08:00

Need no one to disturb my life, i have always been better off alone :)
LIFE WOULD BE HELL WITHOUT MY DEAREST FRIENDS AND THOSE WHO LOVED ME

Doing pretty well in school people thanks for your concern have great helps and support from all family,friends in school, outside friends, and teachers:) I start to see light in my future!so people out there hang onto your future and strive,don look back to the past !hugs will update soon!!!I MISS ALVIN KOR!!:( NOT SURE HE COME OUT WILL CALL ME NOT HMPH WRITE HIM LETTER ONLY REPLY A FEW I MISS ONE GIRL TOO NAME SHU HUI :(...i miss so many thing but im trying to look forward in life :( seriously support me there

SiS party

2010-01-31T18:50:00.005+08:00

LEFT TO RIGHT ...
JIALIN,JIAYING,KRYSTAL(SIS),ME!,VIVIENNE

Met vivi,yingjie,zoe for a movie and shopping at bugis,got myself a leather jacket for 38 bucks hahahs ...than we caught toothfairy it is awesome !!!! hahahhas ...after the show we headed down to like pasir ris to meet siyun and jorgine than walked down the aloha loyang resort civil service for MY SISTER PINK PARTY meet lester there too....I guess my sister enjoyed her bdae :)i was like super tired after my sis party and he took this pic of me :(hahahhs i met my cousin there who really entertained me too loves

IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY

2010-01-22T22:02:00.001+08:00

I TIRED, I STRESS .... I NEED A BREAK:(

I GOT MY GOALS

2010-01-16T22:12:00.001+08:00

TUTION,GYM,STUDY,REST!
Doesnt means i keep quiet i do not know anything ! stop treating me like a fool! CAUSE I WONT TAKE IT ANYMORE ...YEAH FRIENDS AHAHAH ! RIGHT MAN SCHOOL POPULARITY DOESNT COME BY LIKE THAT HOR

HAPPIER EACH DAY ..

2010-01-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

I AM 18, STILL IN CCHMS,but at least i was going back to the right path
School was tiring but i manage to pull through ... it another day to blog about stuff! i am like STUDY STUDY STUDY til you text me got emo abit but still continue study study...hence i found out studying can forget you so i am studying!!! THANKS PEOPLE FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORTS ! LOVES!!! GOING TO TUTION ON SATURDAY AND SUNDAY ! HEHE !bye nights people
i am a changed girl,just hanging on to mY FUTURE

i wanted you...

2010-01-09T22:40:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU NOW, BUT NOT FOREVER

As i bravely took the letter you sent to me with my own hands,i hesitated upon reading it.After serious thinking, i dumped the letter into my bag and decided to open it when it was the right time.Memories and flash backs starts to fall upon me, you were running through my mind the whole day today,like a marathon.The days we used to hang out just the two of us,watching the sun sets with crimson gold and red,the sunset would always look nicer when you were just beside me.Talking on the phone late at night til we both fall deeply into sleep without hanging up on each other and the first thing i hear was myt dearest boyfriend telling me goodmorning,and my morning never seemed that wonderful.Bringing my dog out for a walk in the park, talking about our marriage and life in the future.Making up after small bickers with cute gesture that you made,you never seemed to fail me when comes to suprises.Protecting me from any troubles i got myself into.I cherished everything you did to me,even the little suprises you did.Like trying to give in to me even though you hated taking neoprints..However now it is 2010,every thing changes,even me and you.I dont understand you at all, everything about you in your fucking mind is ABOUT GANGSTER LIFE?GROW UP ! WILL YOU ! stop making unnecessary troubles you promised me to be good and get your fucking ass out of that place,but what you did!nothing you gave me empty promises!! none of your words were true!Why cant you be GOOD!!you spend half your life going in and out ? it is such a glorious thing ? I didnt mind you having tattooed over you clean body,didnt mind you smoking,didnt mind you being there for your brothers,didnt mind you doing a mistake over and over again.BUT I MIND THAT YOU FUCKING BROKE YOUR PROMISE i have to let you go,it for the better for me , i cant continuing decieving myself that you would change,cant continue hurting my fragile heart!You made me weak especially when i visit you, my tears just couldnt resist but rolled down my cheeks,it terrible.SERIOUSLY,i am thinking of you every fucking night when i have nothing to do :( I didnt mind waiting for you,but you push it tooo far, you will never change i know...an that ends our story here,til 2011 when you are out.If we have fate we will still meet ...
L, its been long since we chat i need a good chat..seriously!
Friends who supported me thanks and love you i will be fine!
i going to watch over my dead body now ! i will slowly let go !
loves ting

LIVING THE LIFE OF A NERD/GEEK

2010-01-08T20:51:00.004+08:00

Hey it's been long since i blog ... so there are overdued pictures atmy relative wedding and stuff ... i been rushing my homework on time lately and tieing up my whole hair up without a strand dropping, knee length skirt, high socks, tuck in shirt....living my life like a geek ... studying and studying and sleeping.waking up at 5 every day taking bus to school,trying not to fall asleep even though the leasons are boring, taking down notes, doing notes , revising .... this is how my life has been it is like a routine now ... i going to look screwed up for this whole year til my O LEVEL end ! than i will beautify myself for now i am living my life as a geek/nerd.... and it aint that bad after all... pictures time

TONG YI I LOVE YOUR PIANO !!!

A PIANO THAT IS NICE TO PLAY ON! that they way hahhas .. ok back to doing hoework will blog if i can:) loves people dont stop tagging i will reply

I AM BACK

2010-01-04T19:52:00.001+08:00

STUDY IS MY NEW AIM !! O LEVEL HERE I COME !

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T19:11:00.007+08:00

MISS ME LAST YEAR 2009, HAHAHS ...THAN START SEEING ME THIS YEAR 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! IT IS 2010!!! 2010 is good but 2011 will be better i know with you by my side:)i have like alot of overdue pictures .... yes ...yesterday's today .... self pictures hahahs ... i know that i am super zilian but hey it's a girls thing , celebrated new year with like VIVIENNE VAN and family of course hahhas ... but doze off quite early so didnt managed to blog...:)

WEBBED WITH FRIEND KERSHAW !!! WHILE WAITING FOR HIM TO COME BACK FROM SMOKE BREAK I DECIDED TO PLAY A FOOL

AND WHEN HE'S BACK, WE DID STUPIDER THINGS

shall blog again tommorrow :) loves

meet my boyfriend of the day

2009-12-30T00:20:00.003+08:00

ALVIN THE WONDERFUL CHIPMUNK BOYFRIEND!

HAHAAHS ...he will keep me occupy til the day his's out hahahs ...nothing much slept through my day ...doing nothing ....tommorrow counting down with vivivi and my FAMILY loves loves .....a START OF NEW YEAR IS A START OF NEW LIFE

outting with love,QIAN , memories recalled

2009-12-29T22:07:00.005+08:00

i CHOOSE FREEDOM !
QIAN woke up late ... we were suppose to meet at 1.30 to go bugis and sing but than in the end we meet at like 3.30 pm and we went to shop for our new year clothes XD,it was uber crowded i swear.. and cigarette buds fly every where...QIan LOVES bought a lot of things hahaha... and we were talking about her BF and the guy i am waiting hahahs ...giving each other advices in our life hahahs , i hope that she and her bf would last long and not have any more fights about little things ... for me i just wish that he would faster finish sentence and get his freaking ass out of there and i will get my ass out of there too, faster than you like DUHit been long since i wrote alvin a letter, hmmmm and long since i recieved his hahahs ... i shall pick up a pen while writing for him i will write for alvin kor the one and only kor that dotes on me XD AND HE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN :) he is coming out on february.. cant wait to catch up with him has so many thing to tell him....everyone is going in coming out next year .... you?2011 hais ...nevermind time will fly hahash ...i know it would and by than you will be out :) all my fellow friends would be out from horrible places....sandra,jasmine,jovina,xinru,jerlin and esther,bridget too will also all be free ...on 2010...you would be free on 2011..happy:)yesterday got woken up by a call from my dear friend L, hahahsh .... he keep ssaying i DUMB STUPID !!! lol whatever hahahs ...it been long since i got woken up by his call to hear his irritating voice hehehehe!happy that we are actually on talking terms again....and guess what he was at bugis today :)...hahahs....disturb only ...thanks sister for like giving me sisterly love hahahs even though you are a guy hehehe ... and i felt so much better le XD i will live life strong and not get beaten down by anything or anyone ... he has been doing that too inside , fighting to stay alive ... abit exaggerated hahahsh ... I WANT ALL OF US TO DISCHARGE FASTFASTFAST !!!!!! my hostel loves , alvin ,L(TAGGING), YOU!ESPECIALLY YOUthis is the power of love and faith that friends ,lovers and sisterhood brotherhood has !!!!

sweetest memories

2009-12-28T21:51:00.006+08:00

our laughter, our sorrows , pictures of time , fading to memories...

Today, went out with family to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIP MUNKS 2 funny show laughed quite alot...wished that i was watching with you but i know it will only happen on a year later or so when we can actually catch a movie and go out together..:( i promise to be strong , but did you promise that you wont make a single mistake at all so that you could get out faster?i miss you :( i really do...please promise me that you will be fine and good ... waiting ....still waiting i guess...
pictures for the day ....with my sister and DADDY !!! HAHAHS loves

oh and i took pictures with the CHIP MUNKS , they said chip munks supposingly to be small but they seems bigger than me to me hahahs

we will pull through thick and thin....obstacles i know , dont fail me

2009-12-27T18:07:00.003+08:00

Webbed with sister yesterday, he keep saying i look pale without make up argh! BUT never mind hhahs..didnt talk to him since ages like that maybe cause we both know what is our limit and i have already decided to wait .... nice christmas HAH!any way shall move on my day today i just slept through it seriously , hope tommorrow would be a better day, hope hanging out with my family and friends would make me feel better,really hope we still could talk like before ..:(misses ... the days you woke me up at 2 am to chat no one will understand

stab me , kill me , i so confused now , what do i actually want ?

iloveyou

2009-12-26T10:26:00.003+08:00

MY hearts beats with tears

i have been thinking alot lately ....are you the one that i will spend my time waiting for ...ALWAYS .. and letting you give me empty promises like how you used to give me when you said you wont make another mistake again ?? i know everyone makes mistake but you made the worse mistake of all..how long do you want me to endure all this,next year i will be discharging for hostel aint you afraid i wont wait ? i know you cant read this but i know your friends out there will help you read ... i hope i made the right choice,merry christmas! next year christmas will be another lonely one for me , but maybe 2011 christmas would be good...please learn from your mistake..you kept tugging onto my heartstrings and now every beat my heart beats it beats for you..don hurt me no more like before

CHRISTMAS!!

2009-12-25T02:39:00.006+08:00

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU ........

I went out in the morning with my mummy and than we went to like eat than headed to orchard with qian..we talked alot,did strange thing..hehe awesome..than met my sister at douby take train down to find my family ... and trust me we had to walk a long distance before getting to that place and i kept sweating ...than we went to auntie house to like gamble eat hahas ....now pictures time

313

2009-12-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

EATEATEAT SHOP SHOP SHOP

went to orchard 313 with MY FAMILY !! bought 2 clothes from forever 21 hehe... was super tired as i slept at 5 am cause of talking to him.... LOL...and guess he also a tired pig now lying on his bed dreaming of lalaland ....:)guess we aint talking le .caues i am super tired...going to turn in early tommorrow is another busy day :)

Avantar !!!!!

2009-12-21T23:13:00.003+08:00

Went to watch avatar to tell him how nice was the show hahahs ...sucker ....MESSAGE ME IN THE MOVIE THEATRE... the show is superb:):) I GIVE 8.5/10 hahahahs ... graphics are great :) i am tired now and going to sleep while wait for his call ...post tommorrow

NIGHTS....good night world hahahhas and good night to you,<3 will be awake my your lovely call

blissful marriage

2009-12-19T22:05:00.007+08:00

JASMINE TAN IS engaged went to her engagement at terminal 3 hotel called crowne hotel damn cool and nice hehe ....it was fun went with joanne vivienne zoe and samuel xiao hahahhs .... any way ...i love the hotel hahhsd show you all pictures of it heehee lovely:) the view,the ginger bread man stall,the bed room hehheh awesome

ending my post loves people

i live my own life

2009-12-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

I am a bitch and i dare to admit it what about you ?

back to SHOrt hair people... i live my own life so do you people so dont let people rule you....his phone lost so stupid !!!! and he can still laugh over it ahhas .. no comments tommorrow going to jasmine tan's hotel ...heheheh at terminal 3 maybe than i will like have more thing to upload

once upon a time

2009-12-18T00:09:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time , there was this little girl that no nothing about love until a guy came and broke her heart, it shattered into many broken pieces trying to mend it with everything, just to have her heart back in whole .. however there would always have small bits of hole that is found on the mended heart and it might shatter again if some other guy came and smash it into bits a pieces all over again..there was this saying girls tears are like fire while guys heart are like ice .. the girls melts the guys heart with their tears of fire and the guys soften their heart to them... will it happen the other way why wont guy shed a tear for girls why must it be always girls shedding and guy being soft hearted ? hmmmmm it a mistery still... this is called love ..ting shall end her post here and start to hibernate on her bed which she has not slept for days bye people

i am going back

2009-12-07T12:03:00.005+08:00

hey people ! i am going back today ! :( will update when i am back

and to those who ask if what facial foam i use for my cleaning of face here is it

if people who come and spam my blog when i am not around ! i will deal with it when i am back! (=

I WILL MISS YOU ALL

2009-12-06T19:48:00.003+08:00

Guys always say ! girls cant do somethingsthat guys cant ... i was laughing and say can! and i will prove it and i did hahas

Parents are like living tommorrow so i have to go back to that place hais hais...but lucky i still have my phone with me to contact them!!THANKS TO AHPA ANDREW ! any way this pictures are overdue hahahs ....

shall end my short post this shall be the last post i post til i get my homeleave(= loves

The day of returning is drawing near ...

2009-12-05T21:40:00.006+08:00

I tied up my hair ... put on a jacket and went out ...feeling gloomy and tired

TOday went to mummy shop ....saw my pretty cousin there as she ws doing facial hahs .. and we chatted alot and she say that you are handsome!lol!i thinking of shaving the sides of my hair ! lol cause he say i shave you shave hahahs... only a small portion at the sides ... over here

maybe for a change of hairstyle hmmmmmm...... lol not sure if i would actually regret it hahas but still on consideration mode!at mum shopp i wecammed with yeee hoauuu ahhh SISTER

and as i was looking through FACE book i saw briget posting our picture... she called me her ah lian FRIENND! lol LOVE HER HAHAHS crazy times we have at hostel

it was like ages hahas ... LOVE YOU BRIDGET HO HAHHAS ... CRAZY PEOPLE WE ARE :) nights people ! tired tommorrrow staying home and rest ... hais my days are nearing

It was a tired day

2009-12-04T22:52:00.007+08:00

hey people! its annother day for ting to blog before she count down for her parents to go overseas :(

I went out to eat macdonald with my mummy and family than headed to her shop, than met vivienne at cineleisure to get my new moon tickets! we caught the 1.15 pm show .. and than beforee the show we went to eat good food ! look hahahs

after that i need to head back to mummy there for dinner .. and i was tired :( really..but we decided to take pictures while we walk and at the bus ..

look at my sleepy face i cant bearly open my eyes and vivienne was just so hilarious ... my god hahahs ...

you know what some times life is like a fast highway .... you dont know what is ahead of you ....you just have to keep on moving and choosing the write path to your life .... I HOPE I MADE THE RIGHT PATH... alright pple going to talked to ***** le... turn in early :) nights

loves qian!!

2009-12-03T21:11:00.005+08:00

PEEK A BOOOOOO!!!!

Today went out with loves QIAN to vivo hahahs!!!we went to catch a horror movie case 39! ahahahs damn funny i scream at like every loud sound hahahs ...superb! than we headed to pasta mania to like eat :)cause she was like craving for pasta . after that we started our fun went to toy r us and take pictures like crazy hahas ...and national geographic hahas... we were chatting our way hahahs ... like never see for ages hahass..let's see hmmmm we were saying that working in pub earns us alot of money ... so wait til i discharge QIAN i join you hahahs :) now pictures time

girl hope that you are feeling better already:) loves !

i miss this person that is dearly to me

2009-12-02T20:25:00.005+08:00

TING IS BITING STRONG IN HER LIFE

ok i woke up like 8 am and went to mummy shop ...slept early yesterday:)feeling better but suddenly i miss alvin, i not sure if he had recieved my letter not but i very loong never recieve his and i got so many things to tell him and rant at complain at but guess it couldnt be done ..cause he is inside and our only communication now is through letters:( hais ...sick and tired of such days .. hahahs ... hmmmmm ... hope alvin is fine inside ... sian ... i hope that it wont be like the first time whereby he wrote many letters to me but couldnt go through :(:( the days we had was fun and he doted on me so so much... i still continue to write in to him ... hope the officer would let me have his letters

YOU ARE MISSED AND NOT FORGOTTEN ( ALVIN ANG KOK LENG)my best korx:)

I AM BORED!

2009-12-01T22:29:00.004+08:00

ok alot of people always wanted to see how i look like in bang guess what i look like some silent hill GHOST lol!!!!hahahhs pictures tells
i think i can go work in some horror movie cause i look like one hahahs

today... i slept til like 10 plus cause yesterday pei ***** talk:) hahhahas than headed to mum shop in bus lol... feeling damn bored :(:( as the time is nearing for my parents to go overseas i know that i have to go back to the place ..hais .. i feel damn sad .... dont know why this few days my mood aint good at all .... happen so many stuff ...hope that i come pull through all this ....i am sooo tired i going to doze off to my lala land now bye bye !

sweer dreams people :)

FUCK LOVE

2009-11-30T15:25:00.007+08:00

LOVE SUCKS.. WHENEVER I THOUGHT OF YOU ..TEARS JUST ROLLS DOWN...but i will stand strong!and not be beaten down by LOVE

ok... today my mood aint good so i am blogging at my mum shop cause thinking of going home and just rest and talk on the phone to my good friends.firstly my blog is screwed thanks to SOME PEOPLE WHO WROTE NONSENSE ON MY DAMN CHATBOX!anyway... i wont say anymore cause they are just childish people who got nothing better to do ...anyway talking about her/him only make my blood boils and further spoil my day!anyway...i so tired today.. i slept early yesterday but i still feel damn tired..luckily i brought my com here! or i think i will just sleep through my day and do nothing at all!
I WANT TO THANK THIS PEOPLE
(1) teddy: telling me that those spammers were losers and shouldnt waste my time on them !
(2) cherilyn: telling me that my precious words too good for them to hear
(3) zoe : at ecp but still hear me ranting :)
(4) vivivi: laughing at childish people ! TOGETHER
(5) sim: asking me to keep out of all stuff
(6) siyun: dun care them right..... confirm will make them look out of place de
like ignore wht they say then they come spam like idiots like that
(7) someone : he was the one who found out and settle my blog hahahs :) loves :):)
i going to turn in le ! hahahs bye people! who actually stood up for me and tag on my cbox!

i miss the girl

2009-11-29T15:16:00.003+08:00

looking through pictures and blogs on a sunday .. saw sheena's blog and got our nice picture hahsh ... i miss her soo much her cute smile ! ADORABLE! ok ... i have nothing to do today ..stayed home to rot and RELAX AHAHAHAHS ...i miss him:( yesterday we didnt talk at alll.... hais hais... lol... sometimes life just has so many obstacles to cover.... BUT I WILL PULL THROUGH! CAUSE TING IS STRONGER THAN YOU THINK!shall end my short post and go have my BEAUTY SLEEP hahhas...

it a blue saturday

2009-11-28T18:25:00.003+08:00

woke up at 7am and get ready to go down to ag home ... went there at 830 than we waited til 12 plus than tell us the programme cancelled... left ag at 1.05 pm and than after that went out with jasmine sandra gabriel..lol.. go to kallang leisure park.. than i headed to my mum shop hahahs took picture with dear SPONGE BOB (ying hui) and BAOBEI( jasmine) hahahs ... than headed home which is now that i am blogging .. tommorrow whole day i will be staying home to slack the day off hahahs .. maybe thinking of going down to the gym cause i think i NEED A WORK OUT!!! my god ! i am FAT!hahahs ..OMG !! I NEED TO SHAKE OFF MY EXTRA FATS

GOING TO WATCH MY DVDS HAHAHSH ...shall blog again tommorrow but guess there is nothing to blog about tommorrow as i am stuck home hahas....I AM SO SHAGGED!!! i am going to bed early i guess so night people :)

it was my day...

2009-11-27T20:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday couldnt really sleep well and than he called at like 2 plus am and i entertained him awhile but forced him to sleep as he was unwell than i went to force myself to sleep ... went to eat dimsum in the morning than headed to orchard road to shop..:) bought alot of new clothes to wear :) HAPPY GIRL ... i met clarence and ruihang there and they were like great BODYGUARDS hahahs. .. thanks clarence for helping me to carry my shopping bags hahahs .. :) than we walked like the whole orchard :):):P today TING IS A HAPPY GIRL:)
lastly i webbed with my beloved didi CLARENCE HAHAS ...look:P
p.s and he hates shopping cause i made him walk the whole orchard

ok i going to sleep have to wake up ultra early tommorrow.. night people

sleeping through the whole day

2009-11-26T21:41:00.004+08:00

i slept at 4 am in the morning cause i was talking to my dear ***** cause he aint in the mood and i was being a good consoling friend... haahhas than i woke up at 7 ... my god 3 hours of sleep only.. went to eat breakfast and headed to mummy shop .. than after doing a bit of chores i went to ZZZZZ lalaland .... HHAHAHAHHS ... woke up and started to cam whore ... tommoorrroww is PUBLIC HOLIDAY ..so i will be heading down to the IONS to like SHOP EAT AND PARTY!picture time!!!

i going turn in cause ORCHARD TIME TOMMORRROW :)

fun day indeed

2009-11-25T21:18:00.003+08:00

Today went mum shop early in the morning 9 plus than headed down to vivo city and bought comestics ... hahahs... than after that headed back to mum shop...and slept hahahs ... my working really aint working it is seriously damn slack maybe it is because i am working at my mum's place .....hhahahs .... ok and than i went to parkway to eat STEAM boat muhahahs...and met my dear junior there cherilyn.... and she is super duper cute and guess what she is taller than me now... ah fine! i agree i am a midget.. hahahhs but who cares ...short girls are cute, and we short girls are usually more to advantage:)

ending off with a question that bugs me alot ..2012 is stated to be the end of the world ... and i am only like so young ... what will be happening to us... hmmmmmmmm i dont even want to think about it but all i know once i discharge i better play before i cant .. hmmm hahahs ok people... i am ultra tired ... going to stop my blogging here ... blog again tommorrow

grew to love the rain ...

2009-11-24T20:51:00.004+08:00

ok today....it rain abit i think ... if i not wrong went for ikea breakfast and off to work .... i mean ya my work is simple sit infront of the computer hahhas... and do nothing else ... unless i am told ....however i look pale abit and a bit towards the sleepy side hahas ... i think i starting to feel like working is QUITE boring ...compared to going out to shop and watch movie... LIKE DUH hahahs. .. ok pictures of what i wore today and also cause i was bored and decided to cam whore hahahs ... so yup here goes

there will be more pics coming...cause i will be working til 7 december :)going off to shower bye people turn in early !
i webbed with my beloved track and fiel junior aint we cute... both wearing spects

working with mum!

2009-11-23T20:07:00.004+08:00

ok i woke up early in the morning 8 am , grabbed my lappy my phone and some disc and went to my mummy shop.before i did that we went to eat breakfast hahahs.. than off to mummy shop .hahahs... guess all i did there was super slack and i decided to camwhore as usual.. found out i hasnt been posting pictures ... so here today i have alot of camwhoring pictures hahahs... WHILE WORKING ! I KNOW HAHAHS ... love mummy .. friday ORCHARD ANYONE?

hahahhas now i am HOME SWEET HOME ... JUST ATE!hahahas and webbing with zoe will be my last pic :) ending off my post

hahahs tommorrow will be another busy day at mum shop ...

I WAN to BE pretty):

2009-11-22T21:28:00.003+08:00

ok, this time i mean it i wan to be prettier thinner ... cause i dont think i am...what i do today is nothing ... i stayed home the whole day with my family. used the computer and chatted on the phone... and i was figuring out songs on the piano.. not sure if i can get my extended home leave cross fingers... i dont wish to go back there..TERROR...how long more til the day i am free to soar.. i cant be bothered to count til the days are numbered. going to DO MY SITS UP hahahas.. while talking on the phone with ***** hahhas... bye people turn in early

looking all so refine

2009-11-21T22:01:00.005+08:00

ok let's see what was my day like today.... i woke up at 9am in the morning headed to mummy shop and help her up went to people association til 5 pm and than went home than go out to IMM to eat FISH AND CO looking like i just ended work maybe's my hairdo hahahsh...than came home and webcam with the HAPPY ZOE TAY! hais i wont b e able to go HONGKONG with my parents :( but nevermind cherish everytime i have now til 8DECEMBER... going to miss them ultra alot alot :( but it only for 11 days i think i can take it hais... STUCK AT HOSTEL!but guess i have my LOVELY CLINQUE!<333
last photo of the day and i think i going to turn in ... tired

good night people and still awaiting for your message
i also webbed with my two beloved

i really going to sleep le .... tata nights

it will be a short posting :)

2009-11-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

what must i say 18 november i went to catch 2 moveie 2012 and the SNEAK PREVIEW OF CHRISTMAS CAROL! i think i was damn pro cause i was running a 38.9 degree fever and yet i can still like watch two shows ! hahhs but ok la enjoyed but i was burning hot and freezing cold feeling sucks .... ending my blog soon....:) going to turn off..tommorrow still have to go people's society !
love ting:)

i am learning to move on...

2009-11-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

i stayed home and tommorrow i am going out with vivi to catch 2012 ... wont be able to blog cause i need to go back hostel.. i was talking on phone wiht ***** for the whole night on monday:) thanks.... we will be meeting soon i know hahhs... EASTCOAST!!!when i get my chow chow .. you will see how my chow chow swim in the ocean!

i think i am ill....

2009-11-15T21:44:00.004+08:00

came back from homeleave...yup..came home and slept til like 3 pm than came online and started webbing with zoe and kershaw... yup... so there's is nothing much to like blog about...kershaw was nice and talked to me til he has to ride his bike ... hahahs thanks ...and alvin hasnt reply any letters to me ! forget it ! hmph ! i aint in the mood to blog and i aint in the mood to actually upload pictures so only uploaded one...i'm ill after the performance!and my headache is killing me

going to turn in soon ...nights people

i am on time leave

2009-11-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

i am on time leave ....hahahs .. stayed home to get readdy to go back to hostel...i WAS WEBCAMING WITH KERSHAW! SEE OUR WEBCAM
SEE KERSHAW!!! HAHAHS :)

schoolgirl!

2009-11-09T19:27:00.002+08:00

when to school to have my extra lessons today hahahs ... with vivienne jorgine siyun and deon!hahash it was damn fun and siyun was like super cute while hugging our school pillar...everywonder what we do in the LT1 ahhahahs ... we cam whore hahahs .... pictures time !

tommorrow is o level chinese wish me lots of luck that i will be able to do well!

i am a man u fan

2009-11-08T22:36:00.004+08:00

ok... i woke up like 1.00pm in the afternoon! lol....than at night we decided to go and see the dog that we are intending to buy which is a chow chow we are ging to call her HAPPY ,OMG SHE IS FREAKING CUTE AND FAT! hahahs....than after seeing the dog we went to terminal 3 to eat POPEYE!haahahhs... and i was wearing a jacket that many people like hahhas ....guess?ok now pictures of that cute doggy

ok take alook at what jacket i was wearing hahha MANCHESTER UNITED JACKET HAHHAS I AM A BIG FAN OF IT HEHEHE

that is for all today i am tired and going to turn off soon... so nights

MY DAY WAS AWESOME

2009-11-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

i went to chungcheng open house met teddy, sam, sim, melody,rachel,joanne and many more we had a great time :) and i was honoured cause teddy someone who dont like to take picture and always got snapped by people actually took picture with me !hahah sam too ....sim and i have a great coach to student talk hahas...hahash love him lots as a coach he did wonders in my life PICTURE TIME ... AS I DROVE PAST places where alvin once drove me i kind of reminded me of him and decided to write him another letter today !

came home after eating at tampines than webam with zoe tay

end of day:)

i feeling better already

2009-11-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

today vivienne came to my house to mug chinese hahas ... and talked to sirui on facebook chat! he was just like a preecher to me hahahs ... he was right i cannot go back to the past anymore cause the past aint the life i want and desire it a SCREWED up past ... after that i webcamed with jorgine and talked to terry online too... i am improving on my chinese already be happy for me people:) cause i am going for the future i want and the life i want!and i know i need to study to get the life i want !

that shall be the end for today i going to turn in soon as i am freaking tired ..

waiting for his letter to reach me

2009-11-04T22:02:00.004+08:00

I HAVE A KEY BOARD FROM AH PA ANDREW WHICH HE LENT ME TO PLAY ON ANNIVERSARY!lols....hmmm see for the picture below hhahhaas.. its call playing like a rock star and i would be performing on the 14 of november hahash !

just wrote a letter to alvin hais .... why is his letter coming in so long :( missing him badly and i have just took random pictures now that left of him til february would be the letters he sent me :)

alvin ang you aint forgotten and i will keep praying for like xiao long court date people pls pray that he will be fine!30 november!

in a few more hours time...

2009-11-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

i going back to hostel soon.... so will update blog when i am on homeleave :) love you pple

The weird feeling i had

2009-11-01T19:54:00.010+08:00

have you ever wonder what you did wrong in the past ....that day i was talkin to **** and he was like asking me "ting ting with all your tattooss what job do you want to do!" of course i rebutted and said "waaa you got so many tattoo you still say me !"than he replied "i guy i different you girl you got so many what would people think of you?" i been thinking of this questions for like many days ..hais but what done could not be erased ! hais..fellow readers of my blog you might be wondering what tattoos i actually did ..hais dumb me

(1) a STAR on my FACE!which he used to teased me saying i last time eat choco chip than make til my face than now i got permanent chocochips on my face hahahs! please he have a eye on his face which i say he last time was blind so needed another eye

(2)the cupid angel on my leg which has Gstring..hahahs it is cute but alittle too fat but still the picture was only half done !

(3)the tattooo i regretted the most but still i going to cover it once i get out it has memories hahas but it is ugly ...this is to tell you alll DONT BE DUMB TO TRY TATTOOING URSELF LEAVE IT TO THE PROFESSIONAL

(4)lastly this tattooo was the tattoo i never regretted i wanted to show my dad i loved him alot so i tattooed this on my wrist in the end got nagged by him i mean all parents wouldnt want their child to INK themself hahas it true

TATTOOS ARE FOREVER THAT WHAT I CAN SAY ....it makes a difference in a person life! i mean the image of a person when they walk down on the streets and people just look at your tattoo and marks you as hooligans when you claim it is arts and i have to agree with that.cause it did happened to me !
i wish i could turn back time where none of this would have happen and just led a life of a normal average tennager .look at the difference in me

before

AFTER

WEBCAMIN WITH HIM MAKES ME THINK ....he told me "ting ting there is just two looks of you (1) a ahlian (2) a sweet and decent girl" hahas i was like shocked that an ah beng would comment me and actually teach me what to do ....except for the fact he keep saying i look like a cat!really meh?
life just aint like the fairytale that i dreamt of ...it was more real more cruel ! but face it it is reality....reality kills !

a girls day out

2009-10-31T20:51:00.004+08:00

HALLOWEEN IS TODAY!ok people often say"ting! you dont need go and make up la you look like ghost le"guess they are right hahahhas.... i super white!hmm ok i went out with mummy to shop cause i was heading out with ZOE TAY and YINGJIE...to watch coraline:) nice show hahhas...happy day thanks for making my day babes.met ferlin before meeting them and than she was like telling me one of her clerk look like my ex JACKY HENG!HMM HAI HAO lol ...still waiting for alivin's letter:( his third letter! but i know he would write de:)XIAO LONG COURT DATE ON 30 NOVEMBER!!i wan to go!!!ok back to today !we kept eating good food at ILUMA!lol and we were drenched due to the heavy downpour!ME AND ZOE FINALLY TAKE NEO ! i stopped taking neo for ages ! hahas..viviennee was with her dad at BUGIS So i got to see her too...hahahs :)happy!my mum was generous to give me like 50 and above to spend:) so i enjoyed my day very much PICTURES TIME

THIS IS ONE GIRL THAT MADE MY DAY :)

ZOE TAY LI MIN

memories from the neo print

i am just so screwed up

2009-10-30T22:10:00.003+08:00

pray for me please :( luckily i have VIVIVI TODAY:( BREAKDOWN DAY
went home and went to web with zoe tay

:( i wish life could turn back

life just dont go on as well as before

2009-10-25T12:04:00.002+08:00

early in the morning i was online and guess what webcaming hahahs ... seriously i think that my life just doesnt go so well that me and jorgine on web:) people
and there is one pic when we are having bangs

nights turning off people :)

i am sick

2009-10-24T19:44:00.002+08:00

oh i just forget that i have this cute picture we all did the same pose hahahs love you guys ! you all made me feel so rite! hahhas ... and now i am sick so i am home:( after countless weeks of exams and go back to hostel just and now i am sick like wth right ?

lastly many people ask TING TING WHY YOU NO BOYFRIEND
now let me reply to you all i have good friends like them and some more jovina sandra jasmine esther jerlin they all who needs a boyfriend now am i right people ?

i back and feeling more and more horrible

2009-10-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

i am back but i just feel so damn depressed am i going to get promoted!i pray super hard and i am like damn stressed larh !!!! help me hellp photo time !!hais ... and now i am webcaming with zoe tay again and i just sent alvin's letter in hahhas hope to recieve from him soon like that i would be at least HAPPIER

i recieve a letter from him:)

2009-10-12T19:36:00.002+08:00

Today i am super tired brain is going to burst just anytime hahas ..
i recieved a letter from alvin hahas.. happy:)yet another letter from him:) he promise to take me on his bike when he is out so yeah i shall wait cause i it will be next year and he will be dragging me out of my house to watch movie with him hahas ...man i do miss him...lol and he practically remembered how dumb i was to call him wake up hahas..that was funny...lol! and i misses the days with him too going to reply alvin's letter and off to mugging people haha

i am studying and going crazy

2009-10-11T14:02:00.007+08:00

pictures time it is long since i blog hmm
let start from that time i went to the wedding and took pictures with my cousins hahas

end of the wedding now i did things that were stuipid on the web with zhi qian hahahhaa!love her

LASTLY I WENT OUT STUDYING WITH MY TWO LONG GOOD FRIENDS YANSHAN AND FER AT VIVO

picture tells a thousand words and i think i really enjoyed having fer and shan qian and zoe vivenne they all the accompany not to forget my hostel friend sandra jovina jasmine xinru :)

SCrewed up hair

2009-10-04T19:59:00.002+08:00

screwed up hair=screwed up face= screwed up day
i was webcaming with him and he took a picture and send me! dots ..he sae look at your innocent fact with your innocence hair and no make up ANGEL make up=DEVIL dots dots comments?pple?

i miss you

2009-10-03T23:16:00.001+08:00

what life's about?

exams started

2009-10-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

oh ok today i went to do my hair ,after my english exams ... TIRED!super and tommorrow i have to wake up super early to go my grandma house so here are some pictures and i am turning off early tonight ! good nights

i am mugging

2009-10-01T22:31:00.001+08:00

TODAY my life is like that. mugging and webcaming with zoe decided to look like ghost to entertain ourselves and to keep us awake

EHL

2009-09-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

JUST ME FEELING STRESS CAUSE OF STUDIES!WHICH ARE NOT MY CUP OF TEA

yes,you all must be wondering why can i be actually out?hahhas cause i am on extended cause i need the mugging for my exams !todya chemistry O LEVEL SPA i did well hahas ...congrats me!yesterday i just can't stop laughing by the funny acts of my mum and mu dad ! pictures ! hahas ... the look of the pictures tells you what a comedian home i have!

okaes from the look of here you should know who won! my mum hahahs ! my dad ran away cause of the cane! hahahahs... DAMN FUNNY

webcaming

2009-09-27T11:09:00.003+08:00

COMPUTER TIME! i was chatting with vivienne and also waiting for zoe tay to come online so se would video call and study hahas.lame right?

ya i was webcaming with a lovely girl name ZOE TAY hahahs... and we were damn dumb on webcams look at the pictures below

that's all for the day:)

who says i cant smile

2009-09-26T21:45:00.005+08:00

Went orchard fareast and ions with my parents.next week are exams so this is the last week to orchard! new type of way of make up no more dark eyeliners! later i am going to webcam with zoe tay hahhas . so shall cut it short hahas...